When I look at these pictures of me, I feel so many mixed emotions - I realize that I was not fat, but thin. And it shows me how my perception of my body was wrong. Today, I'd do anything to be like that again but I can not because that would mean that I want to be anorexic again and I don't want to! I want recovery more than anything in the world! I hope that one day I would lose the weight I gained because of binge eating and I would be able to find a harmony between my body and mind. #onedayatatime#letgoletgod#recovery#staystrong,bebrave #warrior
about 12 hours ago via site
All the pain and the truth, I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed, so confused, I was broken and bruised... I've got shame, I've got scars that I will never show, I'm a survivor in more ways than you know.. There's a part of me I can't get back, a little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once, I'll never be the same. Now I'm taking back my life today.. #depression#selfham#bullying#eatingdisorders#survivor#warrior
There's a part of me I can't get back, a little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once, I'll never be the same. I'm taking back my life today, nothing left that you can say, cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway. I've got shame, I've got scars that I will never show. I'm a survivor in more ways than you know. But now I'm a warrior, I've got thicker skin. I'm stronger than I've ever been & my armor is made of steel, you can't get in. I'm a warrior & you can never hurt me again.
47 days ago via site
When I look back, I realize that my eating disorders were there long before my anorexia at the age of 14 years old.. When I was in elementary school, I was alone from 12:30 p.m. to 1:15 p.m. and during that time, I was binge eating. I always thought I was fat! There has not been a day when I did not think about food or my weight / body image. It's an obsession ever since I was a baby girl. On this photo, I thought I was huge and abnormal... #flashbackfriday#EDprobs#fuckyouED
48 days ago via site
Happy (Sweet Sixteen) birthday to my little sister (Not so little anymore. And I don't know how I feel about it. Lol) I love you so much. Blood or not... You ARE my sister! I seriously don't know what I'd do without you. You are such a huge blessing in my life and one of my greatest gifts. I'm so thankful and blessed that you got adopted into our family! I can't believe you're 16 today!! Wow. Growing up so fast Gloire! And I can't believe how quickly 9 years have gone by! We just keep getting closer and closer, and this makes me happy! Thank you for being there through the bad and good times. I love you so much! Happy birthday!!! ❤ #tbt