Well, basically I had a deep 'depression.' I did things that today I regret I was hurting physically and emotionally, and I realized it was not good for my life, and that if he kept doing risked my life. And other things, looking back, that led me not to be treated to major problems. I was lost and falling into the dark. Literally did not know because they were so mean to me. I do not care how hard you fight, and I do not care about my insecurity in my negative thoughts in my mind, I think, 'It's just for now.' I get the food into his mouth and say 'Yes, I can do, this is good for me.' Besides all I have people who support me a lot to me