@zaynmalik When you want a lot of something, when you do anything to get it ... That's what I get with you. I remember that at the begin you didn't really like me so much. I thought you were vain and a little bit stupid but of course, right now I don’t think that! Sincerely, now I think that you’re just shy and very clever. And… -oh surprise- I love the shy and clever boys! (Do you see? We’re made for each other xx) Well… I know that you’ll not read this, but I’ve got a little hope and I’ll do everything possible to get it. Because you, Zayn, although I don’t know you in person, you became a big part of my life. I can’t explain what I feel for you, because it’s so difficult to explain, but I know that I love you. Although you don’t know of my existence, although I’ll never meet you, I love you. Do you know why? Because just when I see your face in a photo or in a video, when I listen your voice in a song, when you tweet just “love you all” or “today I’m happy” I feel many feelings that I don’t feel with nobody else. Because when I’m down, I take my phone, my laptop or my iPod and I feel a little bit better seeing your face or listening your voice. So I just tell you this: Thanks for exist, thanks for everything that you do for me unconsciously, thanks for be you always (never change please) and thanks for everything in general. You make me smile, you make me cry (yeah, because you’ll never be my boyfriend. I know, I’m a little bit idiot xx) and you make me fall in love with you more each day. I would say you 1,000,000 things more, because I'll never can't get to say everything I feel and what I would give to meet you, but I’ll not make you read more and seem obsessed xx so… HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! Never forget who you are (my idol, my inspiration, my hero) and who I am (the Spanish girl who will love you till the world ends).