I find myself reading of the Esau syndrome: trading away God's lifelong gift in order to satisfy a short-term appetite.
I can't stretch enough to all my friends and everyone I know, use your gift and talent, it is a God given gift, you have it. Enjoy it, embrace it and take all the time you need to focus and develop it. G. - Painting on photo: The birth of Esau and Jacob, as painted by Benjamin West. 1738–1820