@Littlecbeadles it's hard to live each day loving you more and know that you are not aware of this love that exists within me. It is difficult to see that one girl to be the future Mr. Beadles. And not me. It's hard to imagine that one day you will marry and have kids. It's hard look at your photos and know that none of this can happen, and it's just a dream. Perhaps the most beautiful dream I could have dreamed. It's hard doing things not stop thinking about you, do not stop thinking that one day I can get you and find you do not call me and think I'm just a fan and that idiot soon It will pass. Difficult to hear my friends saying it will not be worth only, and you just want to cry and fight for someone who does not know you and support you or they just put you down ... Wish I could have you, look in your eyes, feel her breath. Now answer me if it is not love, it would not make plans, do not be jealous or broken heart. If there is love, there would be no desire to have you here beside me, or my thoughts all the time on you ... Or simply want to say I LOVE YOU